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Anger must come from, judgement. Judgement is the weapon I would use against myself, to keep the miracle away from me.

Father, I want what goes against my will, and do not want what is my will to have. Straighten my mind, my Father. It is sick. But You have offered freedom, and I choose to claim Your gift today. And so I give all judgement to the One You gave to me to judge for me. He sees what I behold, and yet He knows the truth. He looks on pain, and yet He understands it is not real, and in His understanding it is healed. He gives the miracles my dreams would hide from my awareness. Let Him judge today. I do not know my will, but He is sure it is Your Own. And He will speak for me, and call Your miracles to come to me.

Listen today. Be very still, and hear the gentle Voice for God assuring you that He has judged you as the Son He loves.

Hopefully the last of my Manchester runs for a while. Although I could have happily stayed in bed, I recognise the difference my presence makes and made the effort to go. After the intense spiritual activity yesterday, and the late night, I was done in by the time I got home, and had to go for a power nap.

Again I’m reminded of how important it is to look after oneself when one is supporting others.

Today the peace of God envelopes me, and forgot all things except His Love.

Father, I wake today with miracles correcting my perception of all things. And so begins the day I share with You as I will share eternity, for time has stepped aside today. I do not seek the things of time, and so I will not look upon them. What I seek the things of time, and so I will not look upon them. I would forget all things except Your Love. I would abide in You, and know no laws except Your law of love. And I would find the peace which You created for Your Son, forgetting all foolish toys I made as I behold Your glory and my son.

And when the evening comes today, we will remember nothing but the peace of God. For we will learn today what peace is ours, when we forgot all things except God’s Love.

Today is 12/12/12 and I joined in the world meditation at 12 noon. Later had a group meditation at my home and created and sent some powerful healing and love energy. This was followed by some very intuitive readings at the Ash Centre and lovely fish and chips supper. It was all very intense (apart from the fish and chips of course), as everyone was amazed by the accuracy of the readers.

Animals keep coming up for me!!

I offer only miracles today, for I would have them returned to me.

Father, a miracle reflects your gifts to me, Your Son. And every one I give returns to me, reminding me the law of love is universal. Even here, it takes a form which can be recognised and seen to work. The miracles I give are given back in just the form I need to help me with the problems I perceive. Father, in Heaven it is different, for there, there are no needs. But here on earth, the miracle is closer to Your gifts than any other gift that I can give. Then let me give this gift alone today, which, born of true forgiveness, lights the way that I must travel to remember You.

Peace to all seeking hearts today. The light has come to offer miracles to bless the tired world. It will find rest today, for we will offer what we have received.

I went to Wirksworth today. As I drove through the heavy mist and fog of Birmingham I braced myself for a long and possibly tiring journey in these conditions, and began to wish I’d chosen another day to go. But somewhere just past Swinfen the mist and fog disappeared and I drove the rest of the way in beautiful sunshine, unimpeded by clouds, and able to really appreciate the beautiful green of Derbyshire. I thought it a metaphor for life. If we persevere through the fog and mist we will, often quite unexpectedly, hit the sunshine of life.

It’s coming up to 12/12/12 and I was made an offer to run a meditation at my home. I leapt at the opportunity and after numerous calls and texts (such short notice) two people have agreed to come, that will make four of us including me and the facilitator. A day to focus on interconnectedness.

The editing’s going well. Interesting to read back stuff I only wrote a month ago

Today I learn the law of love, that what I give my brother is my gift to me.

This is your law, my Father, not my own. I have not understood what giving means, and thought to save what I desired for myself alone. And as I looked upon the treasure I thought I had, I found an empty place where nothing ever was or is or will be. Who can share a dream? And what can an illusion offer me? Yet he whom I forgive will give me gifts beyond the worth of anything on earth. Let my forgiven brothers fill my store with heaven’s treasures, which alone are real. Thus is the law of love fulfilled. And thus your Son arises and returns to You.

How near we are to one another, as we go to God. How near is He to us. How close the ending of the dream of sin, and the redemption of the Son of God.

I struggled to get back into the writing groove after my week off. It took about an hour and a half of sitting at my desk before I was able to re-connect with the process and the characters. I am more than ever convinced that the ‘job’ is the way to go. I would certainly not have done any editing today, as there was plenty else I could have used to occupy my time.

Coming up to Christmas it seems that every lesson is a reminder that the greatest gift is forgiveness. The more I give, the more I receive.

I am not asked to make a sacrifice to find the mercy and the peace of God.

The end of suffering can not be loss. The gift of everything can be but gain. Your never take away. And you created me o be like You, so sacrifice becomes impossible for me as well as You. I, too, must give. And so all things are given unto me forever and forever. As I was created I remain. Your Son can make no sacrifice, for he must be complete, having the function of completing you. I am complete because I am Your Son. I cannot lose, for I can only give, and everything is mine eternally.

The mercy and the peace of God are free. Salvation has no cost. It is a gift that must be freely given and received. And it is this that we would learn today.

This was a timely lesson for me because I had only last night decided that there were things I would have to give up in order to be more at peace. But they are things that I enjoy. So on the one hand I have to remind myself that nothing is included that is contradictory or irrelevant, and on the other that nothing is lacking that is needed. I guess the only thing that I need give up is anything that would cause me suffering, and of curse the end of suffering cannot be a loss.

I spent most of the morning and early afternoon at the gym and spa. Hunger drove me home to a mentoring session. It seems to be a semi-regular occurrence at the moment.

I let forgiveness rest upon all things, for thus forgiveness will be given me.

I thank You, Father, for Your plan to save me from the hell I made. It is not real. And you have given me the means to prove its unreality to me. The key is in my hand, and I have reached the door beyond which lies the end of dreams. I stand before the gates of heaven, wondering if I should enter in and be at home. Let me not wait again today. Let me forgive all things, and let creation be as You would have it be and as it is. Let me remember that I am Your Son, and opening the door at last, forget illusions in the blazing light of truth, as memory of You returns to me.

Brother, forgive me now. I come to you to take you home with me. And as we go, the world goes with us on our way to God.

I am rediscovering the uplifting power of loud music, and forgiveness. Another day when I recognised that its impossible to forgive anyone else till I’ve forgiven myself. Once the forgiveness started the spirits began to soar. How many times do I have to attend this class?

What is a miracle? (Reading)

A miracle is a correction. It does not create, nor really change at all. It merely looks on devastation, and reminds the mind that what it sees is false. It undoes error, but does not attempt to go beyond perception, nor exceed the function of forgiveness. Thus it stays within time’s limit. Yet it paves the way for the return of timelessness and love’s awakening, for fear must slip away under the gentle remedy it brings.

A miracle brings the gift of grace, for it is given and received as one. And thus it illustrates the law of truth the world does not obey, because it fails entirely to understand its ways.

Forgiveness is the home of miracles. The eyes of Christ deliver them to all they look upon in mercy and in love. Miracles fall like drops of healing rain from Heaven on a dry and dusty world, where starved and thirsty creatures come to die. Now they have water. Now the world is green. And everywhere the signs of life spring up, to show that what is born can never die, for what has life has immortality.h

Lesson 341 (Lesson)

I can attack but my own sinlessness, and it is only that which keeps me safe.

Father, Your Son is holy. I am he on whom You smile in love and tenderness so dear and deep and still the universe smiles back on You, and shares Your Holiness. How pure, how safe, how holy, then, are we, abiding I Your Smile, with all Your Love bestowed upon us, living one with You, in brotherhood and Fatherhood complete; in sinlessness so perfect that the Lord of Sinlessness conceives us as His Son, a universe of Thought completing Him.

Let us not, then, attack our sinlessness, for it contains the Word of God to us. And in its kind reflection we are saved.

It was great to be reminded in the reading that the course is all about miracles, and that miracle = forgiveness. I had to remind myself that holding people accountable for the things they did to me is a sign of lack forgiveness. Sometimes its hard to focus on the future without wanting people to pay for their misdemeanours.

I had my artist date today. Pure indulgence. Watched Moulin Rouge again – plus all the extras, especially the dance sequences; accompanied by candles and a rather lovely Sauvignon Blanc.