1. I am determined to see things differently.
2. What I see is a form of vengeance.
3. I can escape from this world by giving up attack thoughts.
4. I do not perceive my own best interest.
5. I do not know what anything is for.
So many of my days have not being going to plan this week, but today was different. I only had two things in the diary, lunch with Roger to do a post-mortem on ‘Romance is Dying,’ and writing, both of which I’ve accomplished.
I noticed that today I was engaged in at least three conversations where I was decrying the inhumane treatment of banks and other financial institutions of their customers, and would be customers, fuelled by my research on where money comes from, and where it goes when we’ve been taxed to within an inch of our lives. And what doesn’t go directly to them, goes indirectly via the Government. Now, I can either believe that they have us firmly by the short and curlies, or I can believe that much of what I am allowing into my consciousness it there to enhance my life and create more peace. One way to create that peace is to be of service to others by sharing my findings. I feel a little reference pocket-book coming on… or at least a dedicated page on the website.
What I think are my best interests merely bind me closer to the world of illusions.
Just over 3000 words today, a total of just under 65000. 254 pages. 100 more pages should do it. Nearly, nearly there for first draft.