I will not fear to look within today.
Within me is eternal innocence, because it is God’s Will that it be there forever. I, His Son, whose will is limitless as His Own, can will no change to this. For to deny my Father’s Will is to deny my own. To look within is but to find my will as God created it, and as it is. I fear to look within because I think I made another will that is not true, and made it real. Yet it has no effects. Within me is the Holiness of God. Within me is the memory of Him.
The step I take today, my Father, is my sure release from idle dreams of sin. Your altar stands serene and undefiled. It is the holy altar to my Self, and there I find my true Identity.
I began looking within at 04.04 this morning. I seem to be having a string of early mornings since I started the new book. It began with trying to go back to sleep, and when that failed, meditation, ACIM lesson then falling asleep again to dream a series of interwoven dreams, and waking up in time to begin working at 9 a.m.
Whatever was cleared away during meditation and reflection must have created a channel through which the characters of the book spoke freely. I’ve finished the second story, also 5500 words, and have begun the third, well, getting familiar with the characters. They will no doubt speak to me tonight.
I had the most divine reflexology and massage today, more clearing of channels, and feel very excited, very connected to my purpose, and moving with the flow. I’m going to be in Solihull tomorrow night helping out at a colleagues business launch. I’ve agreed to be her demonstration model for Reiki. More Source healing energy. It must be needed at the moment to hold the sometimes overwhelming emotions of the characters in the book