Lesson 243 –

Today I will judge nothing that occurs

I will be honest with myself today. I will not think that I already know what must remain beyond my present grasp. I will not think I understand the whole from bits of my perception, which are all that I can see. Today I recognise that this is so. And so I am relieved of judgements hat I cannot make. Thus do I free myself and what I look upon, to be in peace as God created us.

Father, today I leave creation free to be itself. I honour all its parts, in which I am included. We are one because each part contains Your memory, and truth must shine in all of us as one.

It began in the morning, a feeling of total overwhelm, of heaviness, of not wanting to go on. Tears, sobs that wracked my body came from nowhere and lasted most of the day. A friend was kind enough to see my need and take me to lunch, where I shared a lot of what was on my mind. But it seemed somewhat small for the reaction in my psyche, in my body. I was puzzled. I didn’t feel like me, didn’t feel that whatever the issues were, that they were mine, and said so a few times. It felt like I was back in a family constellation experiencing another soul’s distress.

At about 4 p.m. I read my lesson for the first time and laughed out loud. I could maybe have saved myself a lot of distress if I’d read it first thing in the morning. I might have not spent so much time trying to work things out, and would have accepted that I didn’t need to understand everything. The peace began to come back, and was hastened by some very loud Beres Hammond and Guppy Ranks.

After watching a comedy film, I was restored to my former, trusting, peaceful self. What on earth was all that about?

About predencia

Author of novels Dare to Love and Betrayed www.pennydixon.com poetry anthology Raw www.cymbalspublishing.co.uk and blogger www.writingcreativelywithspirit.com
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