Lesson 210 – No more pain

I am not a body. I am free. For I am still as God created me.

(190) I choose the joy of God instead of pain.

Pain is my own idea. It is not a Thought of God, but one I thought apart from His Will. His Will is joy, and only joy for His beloved Son. And that I choose, instead of what I made.

I am not a body. I am free. For I am still as God created me.

The cyst on my back is virtually pain free, which means that although I’ve been thinking more of God’s will, I’m still holding on to a little of my own idea, and finding a little pocket where love does not reside. My will for today is to choose the will of God and not my own.

I’m still very tired from the intensity of yesterday, but felt compelled to go for a jog, to pump oxygen around my body and infuse it with a little more energy. Alas, it couldn’t take the place of sleep, and by late afternoon I turned on the radiators again (hailstones in July!!) and went for a snooze.

Hardly seems like a week since I did the filming. I bought Passing Go by Libby Purves in a second hand bookstore in Hereford. I’m hoping it will inspire me to continue writing the third novel, as there’s been no activity there for some time.

About predencia

Author of novels Dare to Love and Betrayed www.pennydixon.com poetry anthology Raw www.cymbalspublishing.co.uk and blogger www.writingcreativelywithspirit.com
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